Listening to adele full concert 

I can't sleep right now. Supposedly , I need to get a short nap before heading out. 

It feels tired right now. Exhausted emotionally. Time to fill up my little energy =)

Its amazing how people who has opposite personality get attracted and be together. 

Myself not sure whether I'm actually feeling it right now. 

Is been long though. 

Hopefully I could make people happy by making people feel comfortable at the same time. 

Is him , I would like myself to get attached right now. Is not a good choice being close enough with someone that had someone exists in their lives. 

In the other hand, seems like I need him more than he does. 

My feelings , things that changed frequently even my ownself can't be sure. 

Is sparks more than friends. And there's this obstacle that I need to be aware. 

Even though, I kinda realised it wasn't a good choice or should I say, bad decision. 

I kinda can't help it to fall over for him =) 

Is really wonderful that I could spend my time with you. 

It really make me feel so special. 

Thanks for being there for me =)

When I needed you the most. 

I do hope that this relationship would be more. Sometimes, is good to stay where it is. 

I need your understanding baby, sometimes i might need attention. 

I know sometime it will bug you too much, hopefully you won't be able feel annoy

I care too much, sometime i might get jealous even with the tinnyminny things. 

I'm not asking more from what you can give

I know your limits and I can see the boundaries 

I wish to hug you tightly and tell you how much you meant to me. 

I'm not a perfect person or a dream girl that you want.

But I will try to make you happy no matter how down you are.

Baby, I miss you =(
This feelings I think I hadn't felt for quite sometime
I'm curious can I hold you how much longer.?

I'm still me. I thought I would be a good girl this year. Mmm. Seems Like I broke my promise again. 

I hope I could just express in words. Am I the one expecting to have something in return right now? After years of spending my life with someone I knew? 

Am I telling myself ? I deserve better? 

And then I realised I found the right person.

I thought I could just control it being friends. 

I think my feelings already betray me =)

So what Im writing here. Doesn't mean anythiing. Is just something I wanna look back when I'm down in several years. 

I met someone quite wonderful. And I looked at him. He seems to be the perfect person. I don't know what I supposed to think / to do / to dream. Sometimes, it feel so right to trust him. I thought we could just remain as friend , sadly... my feelings did betray me. Yes. Sometimes, is nice to talk to him. I always hope that he will notice me. Is nice to get to see him everyday as long as I working.

If he's happy , it make my life so bright. 

I'm insane. I think I just fall in love =) just at the difference people 

I miss him T_T even I get to see him tmo